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Chapter IX. The Sensualists
enigmatic, smile played about her lips—“you see, I suspect ... You must
There was a note of hatred and contemptuous repulsion in her words. And
winds, for in that case what could have become of the other fifteen
turned sharply and went out of the cell.
hoped to gain his object for three thousand roubles. Mitya had reached
was always pestering Agrafena Alexandrovna, and I was jealous; I thought
gratitude, and I propose a plan which—”
come again—but to give you his compliments.”
money and carried it away; you must have considered that. What would you
carefully sprinkled and rammed in the charge. Then he took the bullet and,
tears. And now, to add to her misfortunes, Katerina, her only servant, was
stretched out his hand and snatched a few flowers from the coffin. He
words. I wrote them down and I remember them. ‘When he began shouting at
aberration?”
was his one anxiety. But these rumors were not quite just. Our prosecutor
published brilliant reviews of books upon various special subjects, so
It will come to pass, that even the most corrupt of our rich will end by
I wanted to take him in my arms and kiss him, but I did not dare—his face
in the case, locked it up, and kept it in his hand. Then he looked at
disagree with Mr. Rakitin. Though I mention Tatyana, I am not at all for
to remove the object of his affections from being tempted by his father,
“I don’t know what I’ve done.... I’ll stay another three minutes, five if
one else. His whole countenance suddenly changed. The solemn and tragic
most conspicuous place. For some seconds he examined the prostrate figure
“Why not? I was especially invited yesterday.”
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anxiety; do you understand how he honored you? But how is it that he has
‘not to frighten him.’ Do you hear? ‘Not to frighten him.’ What a thing to
evening suit, white tie, gloves, though I was God knows where and had to
his arms, gentlemen. He used to wash me in the tub when I was a baby three
to my servants. And an hour later she was hugging Yulia’s feet and kissing
were, brought together into one whole, and foretold, and in them are
“Ilusha, darling, he’s the one who loves his mamma!” she said tenderly,
“We weren’t betrothed at once, not for three months after that adventure.
God’s image and His truth been distorted in them? They have science; but
“Ach, what fellows! As though they were not men. Why won’t they make
attractive in all he was told about Alyosha. So the present moment was
heart that it almost swooned with suspense. It seemed as if there could be
criminal, a murderer, but what a generous soul; he wanted to save his
there was an unhealthy sallowness in their color. His rather large,
accursed, at that same highest moment, I become exactly like a heathen,
soul’s salvation, or perhaps he will suddenly set fire to his native
have taken the money, too, oh, I should have taken it; I should have taken
one of them might be lost.’ Let not a man’s soul be lost through us!
reason suddenly suspicious—though, indeed, he might well have felt the
“Never trust a woman’s tears, Alexey Fyodorovitch. I am never for the
on his father’s life?”
having come to me, first. How is it I haven’t met you before? I shall feel
every one who presented himself. Only the girls were very eager for the
the prisoner, was one of the most intimate acquaintances of the “police
vindictive and defiant expression, and he threw himself into an attitude
Kirillovitch described how he had questioned and tortured him at Mokroe,
the other side of my heart to you. This is what I planned and decided. If
did you murder? Whom did you rob?’ Ha ha! That’s your regulation method,
money too. We can judge of amounts....”
seven thousand years. So let us give it up, and we shall be gods.’ It was
(there is a screen in his lodgings).
would at least have been recommended to mercy. But of that later. A few
mamma too, with great lack of delicacy, set off telling me that her hair
angry doubt filled his heart, and suddenly, making up his mind, he put out
roubles, only adding that he had religiously returned it all to Dmitri
was cruel to Æsop too.”
all that is most precious to me, if I let anything take its place, then
the news of the death reached the town. By the morning all the town was
“Quite the contrary; you behaved like an angel, like an angel. I am ready
himself had denied having more than fifteen hundred, Mitya confidently
the knife, burst out crying, and ran away. I did not sneak on him, of
Fyodor Pavlovitch had the same red bandage which Alyosha had seen.
With the strangest perplexity he indicated his bundle of hundred‐rouble
“Smurov told me about your powder, only father says it’s not real
“How are they known? Did you tell him? How dared you tell him?”
scoundrel.”
“What is it, Kolya?” said Alyosha.
sent for posting‐horses to take him to the Volovya station. This was how
himself. They communicated their ideas to one another with amazing
Do you remember? It’s splendid. Why are you laughing? You don’t suppose I
That’s why I see and then think, because of those tails, not at all
“And you know, apothecary, my Perezvon might bite!” said Kolya, turning
could not endure ingratitude. You have revealed me to myself. You have
stand contempt. She was one of those people who flare up, angry and eager
accordingly showed itself in its true colors with extraordinary rapidity.
women in such cases. I am always on the side of the men.”
who slept quietly without stirring, with regular, hardly audible breathing
old father. So Father Zossima flopped down to be ready for what may turn
_half_ several times) he could free himself from at once, but that he was
who had died seventy years before at the age of a hundred and five. He had
perfect mass of fruitful activity open to us. That’s what I answered.”
spare myself. My first idea was a—Karamazov one. Once I was bitten by a
“The question now is, my young thinker reflected, is it possible that such
were goading his heart, at that moment his whole being was yearning for
nausea. He had, in fact, an awful inclination to get up and declare that
“Byelinsky? I don’t remember. He hasn’t written that anywhere.”
the alarm when he reached Mokroe, but to keep constant watch over the
environment.’ They are afraid of the environment. He writes poetry, too,
like. But that’s foolishness, a moment’s foolishness. Now that’s done,” he
opened, and the guest so long expected, Dmitri Fyodorovitch, came in. They
voice. She moved, not like Katerina Ivanovna, with a vigorous, bold step,
she won’t come, but maybe she’s looking for more than that—I mean to be
own opinion with little confidence as though scarcely believing in it
which they had just come.
it deliberately to her lips. But she held it for two or three minutes near
Balaam’s ass, it appeared, was the valet, Smerdyakov. He was a young man
apiary, and had been greatly impressed and overawed by the visit. This
state of change. If you are outside the United States, check the laws of
“Damn it all! I ought to have questioned her just now,” he thought with
Karamazov whose copse you are buying.”
asked to have his boots on to be led round the room. He tried to walk, but
She said just now that you were a friend of her childhood, ‘the greatest
heard them. Honor, self‐sacrifice were shown there, and I will be silent.
I should have perhaps enough for that too!”
attracted all the young men of fashion to their grandfather’s house.
of them. But that’s enough. You can’t suppose I brought you here simply to
only—but which one? Then perhaps he had sent him out both yesterday and
he committed the murder for the sake of gain only, would he have left the
“Pardon me!” said the Father Superior. “It was said of old, ‘Many have
audience. All our ladies were very fond of our old doctor; they knew, too,
am afraid you are so bored you will jump up and run away, and that will be
“I can, with the greatest pleasure, and I shall look upon it as an honor.”
the belief in Athos, a great place, where the Orthodox doctrine has been
kindness had been shown him.
and to be despised is nice....”
lodgings, but I looked at Plotnikov’s shop, and saw him just setting off,
Mitya turned upon him a look of profound irony and intense hatred. His
voice, bathed in tears, stretching out her clasped hands towards them. “He
must explain that this young man, Alyosha, was not a fanatic, and, in my
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The snowstorm was still raging. He walked the first few steps boldly, but
“What do you want?” Ivan turned without stopping.
“He brought him the money as a man he could trust, saying, ‘Take care of
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very fond of emptying the pockets of a drunken guest, and remembering that
likely the suicide would never have taken place. This is a fact, and
and next morning I go to her and say, ‘Katya, I’ve done wrong, I’ve
impossible to forgive me,’ he says himself—but only that you would show
was at least a temporary change for the better in his condition. Even five
which, according to her own confession, she had killed at the moment of
help, even the bread they made turned to stones in their hands, while
the end become the owner of the magazine, and bring it out on the liberal
She closed her eyes, exhausted, and suddenly fell asleep for an instant.
and you are his flesh and blood, and therefore you are bound to love him.’
Freedom, free thought and science, will lead them into such straits and
Gentlemen, my head aches ...” His brows contracted with pain. “You see,
“And what am I going to swear for?” laughed Agafya. “I shall look after
one laughed. You must forgive me, Alexey Fyodorovitch, I cannot think
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man, what could he give her now, what could he offer her?
Father Superior’s dining‐room, at the moment when the prayer was over, and
She, too, was dressed entirely in black, with her magnificent black shawl
shut the whole time you were in the garden. I will not conceal from you
of tow, wisp of tow!’ And he had soon regular skirmishes with them, which
Ilyitch, my dear fellow, that’s nonsense, all nonsense, and if only you
“To begin with, are we alone?” Ivan asked sternly and impulsively. “Can
no help for it, your reverence, you must make way for chemistry. And
word, went to her writing‐table, opened a box standing on it, took out a
Why are you so depressed, Alyosha? Are you afraid of me?" She peeped into
the only creature in the world who has not condemned me. My dear boy, I
Alyosha broke off and was silent.
with Father Anfim, collecting funds for our monastery, and we stayed one
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the money, squandering one half and hiding the other? For what purpose
officer. And, of course, he needed money, money before all things, and so
this moment was to solve a doubt, a harassing enigma which had for some
friends and want to try it. Well, only fancy, perhaps I too accept God,”
“He’s a fool, though he’s a good fellow,” he muttered as he went. “I’ve
picture of what Snegiryov had described to him that day, how Ilusha,
everything directly, I won’t hide anything,” gabbled Fenya, frightened to
from the beginning. And to Yefim Petrovitch, a man of a generosity and
wounded in his tenderest susceptibilities. And though he was told she was
“Yes, you do know ... or how could you—? It’s impossible that you don’t
plainly what he feared. He confined himself to hints, but his hints were
won’t be thrashed for coming with me?”
hands. He pulled the wet towel off and flung it away in vexation. It was
The landlord brought in a new, unopened pack, and informed Mitya that the
lift it up.
bad, Alyosha, it is! I hate that America, damn it, already. Even though
stoutly.
little copper samovar with many dents in it, and a tray with two cups. But
and of listening to such avowals. I remember hearing them say to her, “We
inexpressibly grieved. Oh, he saw that till the very last moment the man
had thoughts of killing himself. But he began to be haunted by another
already? There’s no fear of Rakitin’s forgetting to look after himself.
“this is a specimen of the lofty‐minded persons who accuse him.” I
“Not at all ridiculous, and if it were, it wouldn’t matter, because it’s
not very old and far from being learned. He was of humble origin, of
“I don’t care ... where you like.”
“We’ve done what we could in your interest, Dmitri Fyodorovitch,” Nikolay
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make it laugh. They succeed, the baby laughs. At that moment a Turk points
fancy! brought me some verses of his own composition—a short poem, on my
deceived and insulted her and to help, in however small a degree, in
to kill his father, because he had a clear conscience and was rejoicing at
Ilusha’s little face quivered. He looked with an agonized expression at
conclusion. “I want to suffer for my sin!”
During the last year the old man had taken to studying the Apocryphal
been in Fetyukovitch’s place, I should simply have said straight out: ‘He
hundred‐fold. Mindful of the kindness of their priest and the moving words
the barest possibility of such an explanation, how can the prisoner be so
trial. Then the equally startling evidence given in court to‐day by the
Then Alyosha opened the door and crossed the threshold. He found himself
will be a great and awful day for you, the judgment of God will be
He said this and smiled with a face as white as chalk. “Why is it he is
doctors. The medical experts were the famous doctor from Moscow, our
bring up his children. His behavior as a father was exactly what might be
it be contempt when we are all like him, when we are all just the same as
the greatest need and comfort to find some one or something holy to fall
talking nonsense. And, though he knew perfectly well that with each word
my future wife. I had not noticed her coming into the room. She got up,
you, I’ve run all the way.” She seemed perfectly crazy, Alyosha reported,
gentleman!”
yet the boys immediately understood that he was not proud of his
with its four paws in the air. The boys laughed. Ilusha looked on with the
It happened moreover that the child’s relations on his mother’s side
was crying out that he had killed his father, and I felt that it was my
“One head is good, but two are better,” the prosecutor put in impatiently.
The merchant will make gold for me
Pyotr Alexandrovitch could say no more, and was about to leave the room,
heart. My Nikita, my Nikita, you are waiting for me,” the woman began in a
left a very disagreeable impression on the public; hundreds of
again, and urgently entreated “the happiness of looking once again on the
don’t know. I only know that I, too, am a Karamazov.... Me a monk, a monk!
“Stay, Rakitin.” Grushenka jumped up. “Hush, both of you. Now I’ll tell
Ivanovna who had looked after her in her father’s house when she came from
pulled up his steaming, panting horses at the high flight of steps.
“The most stupid, trivial affair, they made a mountain of a molehill as
theory he had in the bottom of his heart refused to believe till that
“That’s true,” assented Pan Vrublevsky.
with absolute frankness and producing a furore in the audience. The song
door.
“To‐morrow,” I thought.
“I didn’t want to spoil your happiness!” Mitya faltered blissfully. But
people, of good education and breeding.’ You see, I must repeat again, it
Fyodorovitch. I’m quarreling with my steward about it, and I’ve just
himself can be more easily offended than any one. You know it is sometimes
facts which are known to no one else in the world, and which, if he held
coming.... Hysterics is a good sign, Alexey Fyodorovitch; it’s an
justice, a respect for woman and a recognition of her right to love. And
back precisely half the money, that is, fifteen hundred roubles? why not
had been talkative, but very absent‐minded and incoherent. He used violent
right indeed ... but—
one but his old acquaintance, Trifon Borissovitch, the slightest hint of
superiority. It was remarkable how little they spoke to one another in the
himself in as soon as night or even evening comes on. Of late you’ve been
sacrifice her life and destiny out of gratitude. It’s ridiculous! I’ve
“Though you assure him you are sorry to lose a friend in him, you persist
that Mitya noticed it. Coming at last to the moment when, seeing his
well‐bred nonchalance. “It’s a subtle question, too. Here Ivan
“Sure? Upon my word!” She put aside his hand, but did not leave go of it,
the broken vase, while Grigory stood by the table looking gloomily at the
pillow.
“He’ll end in madness,” the young doctor Varvinsky observed about him, and
The captain ran across the passage to the landlady, where their cooking
marked up, nonproprietary or proprietary form, including any word
Fyodorovitch. Isn’t there in all our analysis—I mean your analysis ... no,
Dmitri,” Ivan insisted gayly. “Her feeling for Dmitri was simply a self‐
him never suffer!”
two women, and which they could always recognize afterwards as theirs, and
devils.” The elder spoke to them, read a brief prayer over them, blessed
worrying me to death. ‘Why hasn’t she come? Will she come soon?’ And he,
in the protocol. How could the prisoner have found the notes without
The Karamazovs’ house was far from being in the center of the town, but it
The whole court was thrown into confusion. I don’t remember everything as
prompted me, and that I didn’t remember it of myself?”
From the house of my childhood I have brought nothing but precious
challenging note, but he did not take it up.
“Oh, I know, I know that heart, that wild but grateful heart, gentlemen of
thirdly, he wrote it indeed, but how can you prove that he did it? Did the
persuading him to come away from the step, but suddenly he impulsively
was too small, and was divided in two by cotton curtains, behind which was
of the church. Their eyes met. Alyosha quickly turned away his eyes and
fifty for vodka ... for your readiness, for your love.... Remember
monastery and straight to the Father Superior’s. He had no clear idea what
finished.
of the boy being rabid, and you pounced upon it at once Katerina Ivanovna
averted. When he had finished he was evidently agitated and was breathing
Going in to Lise, he found her half reclining in the invalid‐chair, in
as the man standing before him, and that he perhaps is more than all men
that’s bad for her now.”
Pavlovitch’s envelope.
as the man standing before him, and that he perhaps is more than all men
“He is come to complain of me, father!” cried a voice familiar to
“Good evening. You’re here, too! How glad I am to find you here, too!
together, at this stone, the cruelest and most mocking of us—if we do
the widest view of every social question. Your most instructive pamphlet
adorning Nikolay Parfenovitch’s right hand.
remembering that you had a dagger lying on your table. I sat down and
their own eager rhetoric. At this moment in his speech he went off into a
if love does not gain the upper hand in a boy’s heart at such an
“Are you a driver?” he asked frantically.
anyway.”
extremely influential personage in the Government, and I met a very
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habit one’s heart prizes them. Here they have brought the soup for you,
arm he led him along the path, still dreading that he would change his
in his right hand, and held them outstretched as if to show them.
heart. A youth came out into the middle of the church carrying a big book,
“_Pani_, I didn’t oppose it. I didn’t say anything.”
a bunch in his trembling hands and was strewing them again over his dear
out, and yet the bed was absolutely unrumpled; that is carefully recorded
them all boldly in the face. “They thought I had gone, and here I am
and how I snatched up the pestle—I suddenly run away from the window. A
that moment and they kicked up a shindy at once. ‘You did that on
was arrested at Mokroe he cried out—I know, I was told it—that he
comprehend it, and therefore it is so easy to fall into error and to share
He had no time to lose indeed. Even while he was saying good‐by to Lise,
sake, just now!... and yet she’s proud and has done nothing! How can I
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felt it suddenly at the very moment of his ecstasy. And never, never, all
grain.”
the packet for a pencil mark—n‐nothing! Well, I spent the rest of the
terrible. It was, I repeat, difficult to notice every detail. What
little late. It’s of no consequence....”
the newspaper of that day. This soldier had been taken prisoner in some
“Why is it all over with me? H’m!... The fact of it is ... if you take it
ridiculous. I trust you won’t dream—It’s foolishness, nothing but
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“I don’t know.”
for ever!”
Alyosha felt practically certain of this, though he could not have said
and thinking lovingly of him. He moved away quickly, however, for he felt
miracle, dear Alexey Fyodorovitch! And that tragedy in the drawing‐room,
“Madman! You’ve killed him!” cried Ivan.
precision. One thing did not please the ladies: he kept bending forward,
that is conspicuous and is noticed, but the inner man is unseen. Their
Chapter II. Children
that. She was trying to save his brother Dmitri simply through generosity,
deep a reverence to them, and asked their blessing. The whole ceremony was
doubt only at that moment of angry silence, the fiction of the little bag
was found, Grigory, to whom all possible medical assistance was at once
How could such a vulgar devil visit such a great man as you! Yes, there is
taught to dance by a dancing master from Moscow. Grigory saw how his wife
In the case in which we are now so deeply occupied and over which our
evident ideas should be so slow to occur to our minds.
was never first.
of the humble. What I say to Thee will come to pass, and our dominion will
and begin with cannibalism. Stupid fellows! they didn’t ask my advice! I
question, for in any case we were bound to come to this cursed stumbling‐
“Yes, about money, too.”
from their bodies.
help from his father. His father was terribly concerned about him. He even
moment).
the whole world of ladies, including his wife, had protested he could not
Chapter III. The Medical Experts And A Pound Of Nuts
“I didn’t know what thoughts were in your mind then,” said Smerdyakov
if this is, for some reason, impossible at present, then it ought, in
indispensable articles,” such as savories, sweets, toffee, etc. But the
sententiously. “Well, how are things over there? How is your elder?”
healed and come back again. And I will wait for you. I feel that you’re
“Well? Did you talk to him?” Grushenka put in eagerly.
this moment was to solve a doubt, a harassing enigma which had for some
It was the same thing with the society of the town. Till then I had been
“Come, enough nonsense, now to business. Have you had anything to eat to‐
Karamazov about Ilusha.
How could such a vulgar devil visit such a great man as you! Yes, there is
somewhere, on the edge of the horizon. So to the country of the _Last of
“What crime? What murderer? What do you mean?”
mother country, and I shall see every hour that she is suffering for my
snapped his fingers in the air.
“You won’t have time, dear boy, come and have a drink. March!”
them. We know what we know!”
them the touching story of the fair Esther and the haughty Vashti; or the
Mitya told him how he had got the sleeve stained with blood looking after
still thick, dark hair, slightly streaked with gray and a small pointed
everything and blaming nothing.” Moreover, Alyosha brought with him
his parents to associate with Krassotkin, who was well known to be a
“And I never saw such a charming fellow as this nice boy,” said the
“What’s that?” laughed Ivan.
the decomposition had been natural, as in the case of every dead sinner,
yours—so it must be....” She stopped to take breath. “What have I come
musical, nervous little laugh, watched the “sweet young lady,” and
“Excuse me....”
suppose you still regard that security as of value?”
unaccountably fixed look in his eye. He laughed unexpectedly when there
now why I did ask you to come. Well, Ivan Fyodorovitch has been to see me
last time, what I dared not say, all I am suffering and have been for so
like a woman. And the farmer kept shouting that you could kill any number
afterwards with spiteful laughter that the story was perhaps not quite
fact that, forty‐eight hours before the perpetration of his terrible
something and almost fell down. Stopping short, he made out at his feet
understand the difference for the moment. I am, after all, in the position
some surprise for a moment.
with a triumphant air. Smurov walked beside him, looking round at the
“I don’t know what you are asking me,” said Alyosha, flushing. “I only
confounded by the smell of corruption, and there the chief sign of the
should have gone next day to ask for her hand, so that it might end
“Verily, verily, I say unto you, except a corn of wheat fall into the
female sex as for men; he was discreet, almost unapproachable, with them.
happen. Alyosha understood his feelings.
mother began weeping, and, careful not to alarm my brother, she entreated
kids” who were sitting over the book, as he had bidden them. Every time he
But the little lawyer did not allow him to finish. He turned to Mitya, and
that the Roman Catholic movement of the last centuries is actually nothing
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my dear boys, let us all be generous and brave like Ilusha, clever, brave
asked the prosecutor. “You can refuse to answer if you think necessary,”
will show that he, too, can be noble. He is not greedy, no, but he must
the elder and obtain his blessing. They fell down before him, wept, kissed
sacrificing yourself to save him and have invented it all against me, for
characteristic of the case was conspicuous and observed by all, that is,
had not yet seen him.
reader already. Mitya was impatiently anxious not to omit the slightest
her language. But the jealous woman’s heart was burning, and she did not
weighing eighteen stone, and of believing all she believes. My ideal is to
depression so vexatious and irritating was that it had a kind of casual,
refrain:
some half‐eaten crusts of wheaten bread. The visitor himself lay stretched
The monk from Obdorsk was conspicuous as the most fussy in the excited
dress, but he could inquire at the entrance for his brothers and call them
“So you’re only stained, not wounded? You’d better wash,” said Pyotr
“From what specially?”
proposal, that girl won’t even see you; she’ll order her coachman to kick
gossip and general disapproval of the public. One of the two relations who
“You are wrong to make such comparisons ...” began Nikolay Parfenovitch,
But Alyosha had not long to meditate. An incident occurred on the road,
his paws in the air, rigid as though he were dead. While this last
devotion, genuine ascetics, who had kept silent during the life of the
detail. At the same time he was in a hurry to get it over. But as he gave
were glowing, her lips were burning, her flashing eyes were moist; there
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a lifetime—at the hour of death, for instance, on the way to the scaffold!
It’s all a matter of money: he’ll pay ten thousand for escape and give me
Father Païssy stood over him for a little.
all.”
nationality, you must first understand what you mean by it,” he admonished
Alyosha stopped, because he caught his breath. In spite of his ill‐humor
that, in spite of the protocol I still declare that he’s a scoundrel!” he
and sewn it up in a little bag. And though that was not true, as we shall
President made a movement.
“The babe’s cold, its little clothes are frozen and don’t warm it.”
Christ’s covenant, they would slaughter one another down to the last two
we shall shelter Him underground. One cannot exist in prison without God;
“In your landlady’s cap?”
and shaking the drops of tea off himself. “He remembers Luther’s inkstand!
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greatly.
Svyetlov as a reward, that’s what I wanted to hear from you?”
your books and learning your lessons.’ He didn’t complain to the masters,
“Meanwhile, I spent my time in drink and riot, till the lieutenant‐colonel
dull. So the bookcase was closed again.
So you must choose. It’s either I or the monster. It all lies in your
world mistrustfully. In his childhood he was very fond of hanging cats,
and, only fancy, Hoff’s malt extract cured me! I bought it by accident,
Ivan talked well here yesterday, though we were all drunk. Ivan is a
wind has risen. I hid here under the willow waiting for you. And as God’s
idiot, Smerdyakov, transformed into a Byronic hero, avenging society for
suddenly to bethink himself, and almost with a start:
father were to die now, there’d be some forty thousand for sure, even for
must do now?”
was wandering along through the rooms in excited expectation of hearing
me?”
“In a miracle of Divine Providence. God knows my heart. He sees my
for this timorous man, and always treated him with marked respect, though
silence, gazing at him with a terrible fixed stare, but it was clear to
The first witness examined was Trifon Borissovitch. He was not in the
Alyosha, catching Kolya’s eye, signed to him vigorously again, but he
relative.”
boys, Ilusha’s schoolfellows. They had all been impatiently expecting him
obscenity, to nothing criminal, nothing for which he could be legally
said to him. “We’ll look after him. My brother gave you a terrible blow—on
three thousand roubles in it. ‘If he had carried that envelope away with
aroused in him great misgivings. In the crowd in the dead man’s cell he
with the flowers in his hands and suggested he should give them to some
Superior drew it back in time to avoid the salute. But Ivan and Kalganov
a weak son, would have submitted, have felt ashamed of his father, sir,
protest, though he had a great longing to remain. He longed, moreover, to
you see there, and what you find out ... what comes to light ... how
as set forth in Section 3 below.
before him, written a letter, put it in his pocket, etc. When Pyotr
being harnessed, an omelette was prepared for him. He ate it all in an
I did not know what to do and hurried to and fro undecided; we went out to
“It’s all untrue,” mumbled the boy, with a grin.
out of place—and perhaps the boy was rabid.”
us. This is what our God has taught us and not that to forbid children to
even with this old woman.
“Oh, damn it!” he said. “Haven’t you a rag of some sort ... to wipe my
(Laughter among the public.) “You will, of course, forgive me my
Perezvon,” said Smurov, with a sigh. “You know his father, the captain,
was turned, Kartashov hastily opened Smaragdov, which lay among Kolya’s
characteristic circumstance. Had he been an experienced murderer and had
not? Stay, speak the truth, speak seriously. Why are you laughing again?”
his father.
“What do you mean?”
hands on his shoulders. His face became suddenly quite pale, so that it
eyes, in which there is still a gleam of light. He is not dressed in his
and certain modern theories of duty, which he learnt in practice from the
it firmly. I took up the New Testament from the table, the Russian
should never have recognized, but he held up his finger and said,
“We are discussing this gentleman’s most interesting article,” said Father
back to me. Here’s your money ... because I am in great need of them ...
understand how hard it is for you; be sure we are able to feel for you,”
home in a savage and brutal humor, I flew into a rage with my orderly
evening—though he was an old man hard as flint, he fell in an instant! It
That’s why they’ll acquit him, because he struggled against it and yet he
to him.’ Gentlemen,” I cried suddenly, speaking straight from my heart,
served to recall to his little heart the thought of the unhappy dog he had
“Do you remember the fellow that murdered a merchant called Olsufyev,
through my mind. That’s what brought it back to me just now. How could I
upon him.
it is my duty to care. While I’ve been playing the fool, I have been
beast. I thank the prosecutor, he told me many things about myself that I
had heard from Smerdyakov.
unclean.’ And ever since then I had it in my mind. Not long ago I was
“Terrible are your words, most holy and blessed Father,” the monk shook
Grushenka lodged. Going up to the gate he knocked. The sound of the knock
an ideal is infinitely remote, at the second coming of Christ. That’s as
matter. Now, dear Alexey Fyodorovitch, I rest all my hopes on you, and, of
“Lock it,” said Kalganov. But the key clicked on the other side, they had
slightly prominent lower lip was at least twice as full, and looked
the notes were kept under the mattress; the prisoner must have pulled them
“Thank you! It’s only your tears I want. Every one else may punish me and
with a broken head. And then the mass of phrases, statements, gestures,
waited some time for his Prisoner to answer him. His silence weighed down
precept.”
her presence, that time when he came back from Smerdyakov. It was _she_,
to Tchermashnya even, but would stay.”
unwillingly.
the dog, Krassotkin flew into a violent rage. “I’m not such an ass as to
scattered, and the houses are far apart. And meanwhile his father was
but her benefactress, the general’s widow, who had been kept by illness in
been forgotten for the time; but still he had been in his mind, and as
could have managed without it? It simply escaped my memory.”
“A lie? You know Fyodor Pavlovitch?”
stretched himself full length on the bench and slept like the dead.
fantastical fellows in the whole district. I repeat, it was not
once and sleep sound a very long time. And when Grigory Vassilyevitch
instantly read the address, “To Ivan Fyodorovitch Karamazov.” He looked
burning desert by the well, and how, wringing his hands, he had wept and
his wife—a lady of the highest virtue and moral worth, but fanciful,
There turned out to be on the coat, especially on the left side at the
“In Warsaw there was a bank and any one comes and stakes against it.
gentlemen of the jury, it went off without a hitch! He did not run
you’re anathema they won’t pat you on the head for it in hell. What do you
Father Superior, Pyotr Alexandrovitch, to apologize for the disturbance
Svyetlov as a reward, that’s what I wanted to hear from you?”
that you are sincere and good at heart. If you do not attain happiness,
open: it contained the change out of the banknote. Only four thousand five
me, though he was still jealous of me and still convinced that I loved
“It’s not only the accumulation of facts that threatens my client with
which came so quickly, for not a day had passed since his death. At the
their imagination was that the cannon kicked.
“Who is _he_! I don’t know whom you are talking about,” Alyosha faltered,
itself the power to live for virtue even without believing in immortality.
first inevitable inquiries and warnings, Nikolay Parfenovitch asked her,
positively took his listeners to be his best friends.
could have been said to him. In his delight he seized Alyosha’s hand and
indeed, why should Ivan Fyodorovitch have kept silence till now? And so,
he would have unpicked it again and taken out another hundred, and then a
hatred.
talk about in that momentary halt in the tavern? Of the eternal questions,
you conceive that a man like that, on receiving that sum and in such a
institution of elders existed) that too much respect was paid to the
cannot make up my mind, you see, though I’m making up my mind every day,
Questioning him more in detail, Grushenka learned from him that he had
hundred, like a locket round my neck, but yesterday I undid it, and spent
more gayly, nudging Alyosha with his knee.
Sohn. It is von Sohn himself, risen from the dead. Why, how did you tear
it and remained callous. Such a one, having left the earth, sees Abraham’s
But when he had begun to pray, he passed suddenly to something else, and
Yes, I’ve seen that she hated me ... a long while.... From the very first,
From the neighboring landowners he bought and rented lands which were
can’t refuse to face my punishment to‐morrow, for he knows all. It was not
for a long time one does not notice it, yet it irritates and almost
Without it, all would be lost and nothing could be done, “and only because
noblesse_, and—damn the _noblesse_! That’s right, isn’t it, von Sohn?
number, often in several formats including plain vanilla ASCII, compressed
“And does the shot burn?” he inquired.
“Dmitri Fyodorovitch,” yelled Fyodor Pavlovitch suddenly, in an unnatural
old man was alluring and enticing the object of his affection by means of
and the whole institution of “elders,” which he regarded as a pernicious
deceive and defraud Mitya. But, suddenly feeling vexed with himself, he
brother. I have money. I will take a roll of notes and say that Smerdyakov
continually darting to and fro in it. The only customer in the room was an
Forgive me the pun; you’ll have to forgive me a lot more than puns to‐day.
curiosity.
“My wife was dreadfully jealous over me, too,” Maximov put in his word.
“What an idea, bury him by an unholy stone, as though he had hanged
intent gaze he fixed on Ivan.
Chapter VII. Mitya’s Great Secret. Received With Hisses
excitement in his manner.
anywhere. Then, oh, then, a new life would begin at once!
“Listen, you frivolous young woman,” Krassotkin began, getting up from the
“Mamma, mamma, my dear, give over! You are not lonely. Every one loves
he’s come back from Siberia. Dmitri Fyodorovitch, dear, don’t take a
Alyosha bent a long wondering look upon her and a light seemed to dawn in
irritation, though he could speak comparatively lightly of other
had been three days before at the elder’s, at the family meeting with his
it was? What does Smerdyakov say? that’s the chief point.... And I went
keep Alexey Fyodorovitch a minute. He will come back to you at once.”
“Ivan has a strong constitution, and I, too, believe there’s every hope
fact, he might reckon on an additional sum of six or even seven thousand
and indefatigably. In as far as you advance in love you will grow surer of
is there. Alyosha, my angel, all these philosophies are the death of me.
brandy, by his violent emotion, and the blows he had received, he shut his
“Perezvon! Perezvon,” called Ilusha suddenly, snapping his thin fingers
much more impressionable than my companions. By the time we left the
him. It would make a scandal. And scandal was what Pyotr Ilyitch dreaded
instinctively that a character like Katerina Ivanovna’s must dominate, and
every decent man ought to be under some woman’s thumb. That’s my
to give you a second opportunity to receive the work electronically in
woman, possessed of remarkable physical strength. Finally, she left the
never thought that he was covered with blood and would be at once
reach his heart and instantly faded out of his mind and was forgotten.
“Krassotkin’s a brick!” cried a third voice.
choice? They will cry aloud at last that the truth is not in Thee, for
to her and kissed them. She was particularly fond of Smurov.
in every one, alarm in his master and alarm in Grigory. It would be
account given by Alexey Fyodorovitch Karamazov. It will be shorter and not
see all this? Why does it interest you? That’s the first question.”
The elder suddenly rose from his seat. “Excuse me, gentlemen, for leaving
that she would soon bear him a child, he was troubled. “I am giving life,
“What has happened to you, sir?” said Fenya, pointing to his hands again.
Ivanovna had only just cried out to him in Alyosha’s presence: “It was
Chapter IV. Cana Of Galilee
kill myself, because I loathe everything! I don’t want to live, because I
say what you mean at last?”
same as is ordered for first week in Lent. On Good Friday nothing is
“You are wrong to make such comparisons ...” began Nikolay Parfenovitch,
As he fell asleep he prayed for Mitya and Ivan. He began to understand
“sensual lust.”
human soul, are awful, and sometimes arouse horror and compassion for the
“He is a beast, he stabbed Krassotkin in class the other day with a
“Fool!” repeated Ivan.
greedily, crying, “Ilusha, old man, dear old man, where are your little
“One may say with certainty, gentlemen of the jury,” the prosecutor
without waiting for her, making “the kids” promise, of course, to be brave
worrying him.... I know! He was cheerful before, though, indeed, he is
God bless youth! And I prayed for him as I went to sleep. Lord, send peace
unconsciously. I am speaking of the abuse of psychology, gentlemen.”
But what is most important is that the majority of our national crimes of
saw it from his eyes. Well, good‐by!”
offended, he thought it almost insulting to ask him such a trivial
I like people who are firm like that whatever it is they stand by, even if
tight, as though embracing it.
there, little Marya, he he! How would it be if you were to help me make
“Yes, that one ... on your middle finger, with the little veins in it,
She spoke compassionately, as though she felt very near to him now in his
before yesterday. You’ve drunk it all and now you cry out. I’m simply
Mitya flew at him at once, clutched him in both hands, lifted him in the
hated Alyosha, recalling the conversation he had just had with him. At
Having uttered these words Dmitri ceased speaking as suddenly as he had
that fifteen hundred to Katya. And only yesterday I made up my mind to
can say of himself that he is happy? Oh, since you have been so good as to
There was a bright moon in the sky. A nightmare of ideas and sensations
stopping suddenly before her, “I made one blunder, but that, even that, is
ready to leap up from it if the answer were unfavorable.
“Ach, it’s certainly anything but amusing!” Kalganov mumbled lazily.
murder me and ... he dashed away! But what shall we do, what must we do
and they will be always envying, complaining and attacking one another.
every citizen not only must, but ought to be harassed by them. Our newborn
“Yes, but he is spiteful. He laughed at me. He was impudent, Alyosha,”
“Why are you all silent?”
at it. I’d only heard of it from Smerdyakov.... He was the only one who
the window, ran out of the garden, drew the bolt of the big gate and ran
question, for in any case we were bound to come to this cursed stumbling‐
the day before yesterday, and you are right, I won’t send him to that
He addressed Grigory with obvious satisfaction, though he was really
noticing a pretty little lap‐dog with dark eyes, sitting in the corner.
There turned out to be on the coat, especially on the left side at the
from your goal instead of nearer to it—at that very moment I predict that
ladies would not let him pawn his watch, a parting present from his
Chapter IV. The Confession Of A Passionate Heart—In Anecdote
eyes flashed with fierce resentment.
wine. Do you see they are bringing the vessels....”
leaping headlong. The emphasis on that phrase may have been simply
champagne? One would be enough,” said Pyotr Ilyitch, almost angry. He
days afterwards, and then suddenly, one afternoon, I forgot all about it.
the Maslovs. He says he will give me eleven thousand for the copse. Do you
some one? In the tavern again, as before? Have you been beating that
Smerdyakov had finished tea and the samovar was out. He was sitting at the
and am ready to talk any stuff. But, I say, we are chattering away here
despise me? Did he despise me? Tell me, tell me, Alyosha, did he despise
Chapter III. Conversations And Exhortations Of Father Zossima
“Two questions, disconnected, but natural. I’ll deal with them separately.
friends, for as soon as you sincerely make yourself responsible for
tavern and disliked taverns in general. So he must have come here, he
established beyond dispute, so that all men would agree at once to worship
married only a year and had just borne him a son. From the day of his
though searching for something. This happened several times. At last his
the illegitimate son of Fyodor Pavlovitch (there is evidence of this), he
will not regret it. At the same time you will destroy in him the
one, in a black silk dress, with a dainty lace fichu on her head, which
humiliating in it, and on their side something “supercilious and
the investigating lawyer stopped him, and civilly suggested that he should
Nothing but yesterday’s insult.” Madame Hohlakov obviously had not
Here Ippolit Kirillovitch described at length the prisoner’s fatal passion
those poor mothers stand there? Why are people poor? Why is the babe poor?
know, you innocent boy, that this is all delirium, senseless delirium, for
a ringing, happy voice, and bending down he seized the dog and lifted him
He turned to the cart and pulled out the box of pistols.
it difficult to be angry with any one for long, and so I had to work
house was built for a large family; there was room for five times as many,
from me.”
“Make haste and finish, my boy,” Fyodor Pavlovitch urged him, sipping from
envelope, sealed with five seals, and tied across with red tape. You see
me. “What!” they asked, “are we to make our servants sit down on the sofa
particularly mortified me; almost everybody had known all about it, while
“I’ll tell you. This Katya ... Ah! she is a charming, charming creature,
to add hurriedly.
him from taking proceedings (for I believe he meant to), but simply a
was at liberty to refuse to answer questions, if he thought it to his
what I did to Grigory, for one can’t break old men’s heads with impunity.
Agrafena Alexandrovna began. But at night, by his orders, I go away to the
not that I had stolen the money or killed him—I shouldn’t have said
those fourteen years, he had caused her far more suffering than happiness.
turn back. Alyosha knew he would not. He would not follow him and call him
ecstasy, praying and kissing the ground, quietly and joyfully gave up his
Ivan, I can’t resist the way he looks one straight in the face and laughs?
Ivan tried “not to think,” but that, too, was no use. What made his
sign to me at that moment. It’s for the babe I’m going. Because we are all
dependent, as a decision of the lawsuit might at any moment put their
sensitive. You smiled just now, and I fancied you seemed to—”
make out to Fyodor Pavlovitch that it was no one but Dmitri Fyodorovitch
And then he ran on without turning. Alyosha looked after him,
centipede, brother, and laid up a fortnight with fever from it. Well, I
solemnly and significantly at Lise. He was referring to her “healing.”
than a beast, that’s so, isn’t it? But still I’m not a thief? Not a
worse than a tom‐cat in love. At first she was only employed by him in
I have been thinking it over. In the first place, you’ve known me from a
That woman is a beast. In any case we must keep the old man indoors and
Shall we be happy, shall we?”
Nikolay Parfenovitch, with a smile.
she had for some time past, in partnership with old Karamazov, actually
sacrificed herself in terror for him, conceiving all of a sudden that he
where she was, the woman who had crushed him. He was not running to carry
patient would survive. “Though it might well be,” added Doctor
his turn came to question him. It must be noted that Grigory entered the
instructions, and so refuse to let Alyosha come into the garden, or might
Katya as a daughter, as her one hope, clutched at her, altered her will in
days afterwards, and then suddenly, one afternoon, I forgot all about it.
Suddenly Ivan began trembling all over, and clutched Alyosha’s shoulder.
blindly, even against their conscience. So we have done. We have corrected
they all had their school‐bags or satchels on their shoulders. “Father
child I’ve been babbling of what you know long ago, and can teach me a
“Yes, there was pepper, too.”
are shut.”
is the only one that contains the truth, and therefore cannot practically
with fervor and decision.
market‐place.... I’ll make him or he is no brother of mine!”
for the whole school, a secret which could only be discovered by reading
is staying with the priest at Ilyinskoe, about twelve versts from the
Do not copy, display, perform, distribute or redistribute this electronic
real. That may be so, but answer me one question: what motive had he for
skull.... I suppose that’s your story. That’s it!”
world’ are not used in that sense. To play with such words is
blows on the face are forbidden nowadays by law, and people have given
behaving disrespectfully just because I spoke of eating gudgeon, Pyotr
“Yes.”
“Very much.”
tavern by his wisp of tow, you ran by and begged forgiveness.’ ”
Grushenka for a moment. All this was explained afterwards in detail, and
the tomb; he stood with bowed head and walked away without uttering a
conclusion, “that is, like very many others. Only you must not be like
tavern and there were figures scrawled on the back of it. There was
hardly changed at all, and strange to say there was no smell of decay from
dignity, art and naturalness, but her speech was too hurried and crude. It
precious graveyard, that’s what it is! Precious are the dead that lie
They were both silent. The silence lasted a whole long minute. They were
you are just a young and fresh and nice boy, green in fact! Now, have I
contact with a loathsome reptile.
“I’ll make haste and fly there. I’m afraid I’ve overtaxed your strength. I
in the woman I love, lost faith in the order of things, were convinced in
another year and a half.”
brought into contact with many, many things already.... Ah, you don’t
Besides, my vogue was somewhat over. I say this, not as blame, for they
of an active character. He was incapable of passive love. If he loved any
could reach the ears of the soldiers on guard.
from what I am,” he added, suddenly gloomy and dejected. “You have to deal
pocket.
goods of all sorts to the value of several hundred roubles, paid for in
in health, it is true; but in character, in spirit, he was by no means the
“_Jesus saith unto them, Fill the waterpots with water. And they filled
stopped short and again gazed speechless with a strange smile, their eyes
female character.
money from his father,” she went on. “I have never doubted his
had said in one of his exhortations.
up with Ilusha.”
must, I concluded, have been laughing at me all the time. Later on, of
know it all beforehand; I’ve told you so already. You ask for a certain
downright thief, you’ll admit! I squandered it, but I didn’t steal it. Now
without speaking or looking at Smerdyakov. But Smerdyakov rose from the
man speaking in a circle of intimate and sympathetic friends. His voice
educated class of to‐day are reflected in this family picture—only, of
anthem—and over me when I die all they’ll sing will be ‘What earthly
Alyosha looked at him in silence.
still speaking with the same restraint, though with a note of triumph,
flung myself into a life of pleasure, and plunged headlong into all the
and so on, and so on. And yet they dragged the evidence out of the raving,
“Good Lord!” I thought to myself, “he is thinking of other people’s
“What is it?”
than I was, connected with the best Petersburg society, which I was not,
simply at a foolish word from me you consented at once! What reason had
doctor who was with us told us, after seeing him, that he may possibly not
well as I could. And what do you think? The man kept gazing at me and
now.”
“You may be sure I’ll make you answer!”
he often is—he’s only doing it to amuse us all. There’s no harm in that,
blood cries out against you!” the old captain of police roared suddenly,
money out of the envelope, and flung the envelope on the floor and the
pass and not have cried out at the moment. He let go of the bell and
Mitya himself was almost delirious, feeling that his happiness was at
“What has became of your fortune?” he asked.
Katerina Ivanovna had an attack of hysterics. She sobbed, shrieking
about the church. He grew thoughtful, however; he guessed at once that he
thought fit.
“And the other _pan_, what’s his name? Drink, most illustrious, take your
itself the power to live for virtue even without believing in immortality.
It was the same thing with the society of the town. Till then I had been
though there was an understanding between us. I didn’t ask him to do it,
lying on a truckle‐bed in a separate ward. There was only one other bed in
as I sat with you.... Can’t you, won’t you tell me what you are going to
terrible gift that had brought them such suffering was, at last, lifted
house of a general’s widow, a wealthy old lady of good position, who was
rather thick to glorify myself. But let it pass, and to hell with all who
“I have seen a ball. The year before last, Kuzma Kuzmitch’s son was
might not do!”